The answer is you. The dynamic of criticism can be set to many levels and when we are our own best critic, sometimes we like to bury ourselves.
I believe that everyone has a creative hand. Personally, I like to bring forth people’s creativity, sometimes even force it out. People are judgmental of their own work. They believe that there has to be worth in one’s art, not happiness. Maybe there is happiness in worth, but I question. Why do people create with the intention of other people’s opinions? What is the definition of perfect? What is perfect to us? What does it have to be perfect?
I’ve gotten questions about how I post my work and in a way exposing myself or being vulnerable. Yes, I agree it is vulnerable and time-consuming. Mentally consuming. I think the hardest thing in life is commitment. We commit to family, we commit to friends, we commit to our partners, our jobs, ourselves. In some of those commitments, it is less than others. With all this commitment there is effort, With effort there is perfectionism. I wouldn’t call myself a perfectionist but a complete-ist? (Is that even a word?)
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An old poem about secrets and nights.
Some Drawings From My Journal
Can creativity be at a high and low at the same time? The lack and slack of my blog posts have been bugging me but sometimes I am not the best at coordinating and organizing a plan. I usually work with my own time and patience unless it involves other people in the process.
I’ve been reaching to create and I’ve found that through drawing, sketching, doodling, and even writing random lines and lyrics. I think that I have a lot to express but not a big enough canvas to place every medium and content I want. I end up getting overwhelmed or too excited-in the end, nothing comes out of it! But sometimes I like to draw Continue reading “Fruits And Sharpie”
Hey guys! Time to make a post!
Here is a poem I wrote about a week ago. It was a collection of phrases that I’ve written in the past month. It might not make sense, hence the title 🙂
Hi, here is one of many new poems that I’ve written. Writing poetry has been very helpful lately. I don’t know what I would do if I didn’t have this outlet to write.
Well I hope you enjoy it, don’t worry, you don’t have to understand it. Just enjoy 🙂
LEFTOVERS FOR ORANGE
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So just spontaneously I decided to make and art account. I also wanted to share my art with you which I believe I’ve never done. I’ve shared thoughts, opinions, pictures, and poetry but never physical art. I hold art-my art- to be very special and personal to me. Continue reading “My Art + Art Account”
A new playlist for the end of the summer…
Hey everyone, the summer is coming to a close so it’s time to transition to the fall season! Here are some songs I’ve been listening to for the last part of the summer. The title was inspired by a quote from the movie “The Crow”- some songs in here are from Continue reading “-it cant rain all the time- a playlist”
Hello my friends, let’s start this Songs of The Week strong! Today I have some Continue reading “SOTW #79”
I know, I know, it’s been a while since I’ve posted a Songs Of The Week. So here you go! I am really excited today because I only have two more exams to knock over and I’ll be free to do things such as blogging and recording videos.
The songs I’ve picked are nothing new. But they have helped me get through this stressful week. I hope ya’ll enjoy!
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HI GUYS! I know I’ve been skimping out on the Youtube videos, I promise they will get better and frequent! Here’s a new video I filmed over the Thanksgiving break, I hope you enjoy! Sorry about the change of the thumbnail, for some reason YT is being stupid and not letting me change the image properly!
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Green Porno? What is the first thing that pops in your mind? How can something like Porno be described as Green? What is a Green Porno?
I am not sure when or what I was doing at the time, but I do remember that I was watching YouTube and I decided to search an actress, Isabella Rossellini. I remembered her Continue reading “Isabella Rossellini’s – Green Porno”
Hello! I decided to make a video on decorating my inspiration wall. I was going to make a back to school video but sadly I procrastinated! Ah, Hollie as usual! Anyway, please go check out my channel! I post videos like every other week!
Hello everyone, I made a short song from a poem I wrote. It’s just a demo of it so it’s not a finished product. I decided to play some chords and sing the poem as it came to me. It’s not the greatest but I like it and I hope to make it into a fuller song. Check it out on my SoundCloud Now!
– Men in Bikinis Women in Speedos –
Right words in the mouth
take the chance to make it out.
Making out to better times
brings the cool out of you.
What is right is right as gold,
who would like to try?
The sun is fun the moon brings tide,
to wash away, our guilt of the night.
It’s been a while. I actually forgot all my favorite songs at the moment.
Cherub Rock by Smashing Pumpkins
He Gives His Love to Me by She & Him, they have two versions inclusive of male and female gender and preference
Where This Flower Blooms by Tyler the Creator. Has always been a favorite, it never gets old.
I’m sorry but…. Evil by Interpol and been slapping. I think I’m obsessed. Maybe it’s time to make a summer playlist.
Give it a listen, give music a chance.
Can I have some on the side
and give me some honey.
Mix it with the vinegar
and the mustard seed.
Paste on your skin and
beam in the sunlight
We pretend we are the sun
and color ourselves with rays of gold.
Let’s get old and brown.
This is just a short post!
Hey! I made a video of me talking about why I started a youtube channel! I pretty much ramble on and sort of don’t answer the question, but still, it’s a new video! I hope you all like it and go check out the other videos that I’ve made!
Hello! Tuesday began the first day of spring. To continue our seasonal playlists, I made a Springtime playlist. I would have posted it on Tuesday but I already had another post scheduled for that day. It’s been awhile since I’ve posted a playlist but I’ve been working on a project involving playlists (which will come in time). In my opinion, most of the songs are pretty chill. I collect these songs with no a particular thing or idea in mind, just the fact that I really like these songs :). New songs might be added in time or throughout the season. I really hope you enjoy the playlist, Spotify link is below!
Give it a listen, give music a chance!
I have not posted New Artist Inspiration for a long time and I thought now would be a good time to tell you who has been inspiring to me!
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